An update:
Yes, confession time...
1. Right now my diet consists mostly of the following: blueberry muffins, banana bread, apple cider, oatmeal and cereal. Holy carb heaven! Some cookies, candy and coffee too. SUGAR!! Yikes. And I haven't really been eating many greens or whole foods at all. I have also gone out to eat many times lately, something I haven't done in a long time -- and that means I have consumed way more savory (read:cheesy) foods than usual. Mmmm my love of cheese is soooo bad.
My world is a sea of confusion right now -- I am in a weird place and my food choices reflect this I think. Lots of junk happening in all aspects of my life -- with the emotional junk being the worst too -- I want to get rid of it asap.
Eating so much sugar and processed food feels wrong to me but I know it will change when I am finally ready. It is a work in progress, a never-ending journey! As always.
2. No exercise on purpose, as of yet. I am hoping that someone who loves me will purchase yoga classes or a gym membership for me this Christmas. It would help tremendously.
My bum and tummy are definitely growing from lack of exercise and the carb-happy diet (but so are my boobies, woo-hoo!). I feel a little uncomfortable in my clothes now that they are fitting so much tighter. But mostly, I am sick of feeling tired all the time. I want my energy back and I definitely want to creak less in the morning.
3. I am working steadily on the job front. It has to be important to leave my day hours with Violet or it has to be at night -- I will not settle for less than that. AND I am on a mission to figure out how to be less of a geek when interviewed. I have recieved calls back but I always flub the in-person part. Too many "ums" and weak answers I think. My game is tired and I need a new approach. I want to knock the socks off of these employers and I need them to see how awesome I am.
Yes, confession time...
1. Right now my diet consists mostly of the following: blueberry muffins, banana bread, apple cider, oatmeal and cereal. Holy carb heaven! Some cookies, candy and coffee too. SUGAR!! Yikes. And I haven't really been eating many greens or whole foods at all. I have also gone out to eat many times lately, something I haven't done in a long time -- and that means I have consumed way more savory (read:cheesy) foods than usual. Mmmm my love of cheese is soooo bad.
My world is a sea of confusion right now -- I am in a weird place and my food choices reflect this I think. Lots of junk happening in all aspects of my life -- with the emotional junk being the worst too -- I want to get rid of it asap.
Eating so much sugar and processed food feels wrong to me but I know it will change when I am finally ready. It is a work in progress, a never-ending journey! As always.
2. No exercise on purpose, as of yet. I am hoping that someone who loves me will purchase yoga classes or a gym membership for me this Christmas. It would help tremendously.
My bum and tummy are definitely growing from lack of exercise and the carb-happy diet (but so are my boobies, woo-hoo!). I feel a little uncomfortable in my clothes now that they are fitting so much tighter. But mostly, I am sick of feeling tired all the time. I want my energy back and I definitely want to creak less in the morning.
3. I am working steadily on the job front. It has to be important to leave my day hours with Violet or it has to be at night -- I will not settle for less than that. AND I am on a mission to figure out how to be less of a geek when interviewed. I have recieved calls back but I always flub the in-person part. Too many "ums" and weak answers I think. My game is tired and I need a new approach. I want to knock the socks off of these employers and I need them to see how awesome I am.
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