Sabtu, 03 Desember 2011

Saturday

An update:

Yes, confession time...
1. Right now my diet consists mostly of the following: blueberry muffins, banana bread, apple cider, oatmeal and cereal.  Holy carb heaven!  Some cookies, candy and coffee too.  SUGAR!! Yikes.  And I haven't really been eating many greens or whole foods at all.  I have also gone out to eat many times lately, something I haven't done in a long time  -- and that means I have consumed way more savory (read:cheesy) foods than usual.  Mmmm my love of cheese is soooo bad.

My world is a sea of confusion right now -- I am in a weird place and my food choices reflect this I think.  Lots of junk happening in all aspects of my life -- with the emotional junk being the worst too  -- I want to get rid of it asap.

Eating so much sugar and processed food feels wrong to me but I know it will change when I am finally ready.  It is a work in progress, a never-ending journey!  As always.

2. No exercise on purpose, as of yet.  I am hoping that someone who loves me will purchase yoga classes or a gym membership for me this Christmas.  It would help tremendously.

My bum and tummy are definitely growing from lack of exercise and the carb-happy diet (but so are my boobies, woo-hoo!).  I feel a little uncomfortable in my clothes now that they are fitting so much tighter.  But mostly, I am sick of feeling tired all the time.  I want my energy back and I definitely want to creak less in the morning.

3. I am working steadily on the job front.  It has to be important to leave my day hours with Violet or it has to be at night  -- I will not settle for less than that.  AND I am on a mission to figure out how to be less of a geek when interviewed.  I have recieved calls back but I always flub the in-person part.  Too many "ums" and weak answers I think.  My game is tired and I need a new approach.  I want to knock the socks off of these employers and I need them to see how awesome I am.

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