My 2012

Adrianna.  Library endings.  Child care.  New job.  New commute.  New bills.  Independence. My own office.  40-hour work weeks.  No health insurance.  Studio apartment.  Missing Violet.  Taking care of my car, myself.  Nights alone.  Nights with Violet.  Missing my cat.  Black Keys with my sisters.  Buying my own food.  Making my own food.  So much green juice.  Working all summer.  Beach days with her.  Old loves.  New loves.  Passion.  Open heart always.  Crazy relatives.  My Sisters.  Happiness.  Joy.  Pain.  Shame.  Embarrassment.  Forgiveness.  Need for privacy.  Saying goodbye so many times.  Weight up.  Weight down.  Death of a blender.  Moldy apartment.  Smelly apartment.  Entrapment.  Messiness.  Laziness.  No yoga. 

Two jobs.  Three hours of sleep.  No time.  Only one night with her.  Loneliness.  Heartache.  Regret.  Persistence.  Brain fog at 2am.  Coffee.  Candy.  Sugar!  Bad food.  Good food.  Fast food.  Movie nights.  New music.  Loud music.  Can no longer hold my drink.  Indecision.  Broke.  Tired.  Poor.  Work woes.  Underpaid.  Overworked.  Missteps.  Mistakes.  Craziness.  Stride. 

Levi.  Money for Christmas.  Pushing through.  Adventures in motherhood.  Violet grows.  Violet learns.  Violet is so awesome.  Feeling good.  Feeling bad.  Desperation.  Uncertainty.  No cats to two cats.  Owen kitty is sick.  More work.  Opportunities.  Changes.  Doing it all for us.  Dreaming.  Hoping.  2013.


The idea for this post was adapted from something written by John Kim on his blog.  Visit HERE.