Friday

So as it turns out, I had to leave one of my jobs this week.

It killed me.  Totally killed me.  I loved this job so much.  And I don't really love jobs, ever.  I thought I wouldn't mind leaving it though, in theory.  The shift being in the middle of the night and me being dead tired/not seeing Violet/never sleeping/not having a life.

I liked being there though.  I liked working late at night on my own and being part of that community.  I liked making the extra money that supported me and Violet.

Now I am totally f*cked for money.

So bad.  Soooooo bad.

But it will allow me to have equal custody of my girl if it comes to such matters.

And really, that is ALL that matters to me.